Thursday, September 25, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri. Please forgive all my wrongdoings. I'm leaving. I'll be leaving for my hometown tomorrow. My mind beats me. He arrived there last week. So now I seem mindless try to finish some errands before tomorrow. Just got a bad news 2 days ago. My son has to undergo the 2nd operation after raya. Well, well..

before


So, one morning, we checked in into a ward. The operation was supposed to be in the afternoon, so Nabil has been denied food and drink. I'm trying hard to divert his attention by playing or watching tv, while waiting. The Wonderpets just ended, meaning it's already 3pm, but we patiently waited for no avail. Then a nurse told us that the pediatric surgeon was handling some emergency case, so we have to expect some delay. I really didnt mind as he should know his priority better. 2 hours later, we had been brought to a counter outside the Operation Theatre(OT).

Nabil already felt the uneasiness. He didnt want to get hold nor seated. A few minutes later, one huge guy came out from the OT. He's the anesthesia specialist. We chatted for a while before he carried Nabil away from us. Nabil just could not stop screaming, and my wife could not stop crying. Last time he screamed, was at PASTI pre-school. Back then, my wife cried too. Now, while knowing risk was low, I still have to comfort her telling everything is gonna be ok. About 20 mins later, a nurse called us into the pre/post operation room as Nabil already started screaming in pain, after he woke up. We gently hold and persuaded him until we were back at the room. The misery didnt end there. He had to wait at least 6 hours before he can touch any food or drink for the anesthetia effect went off. He sobbed and sobbed until he's too weak and my wife put him to sleep.

after


A month later, the wound has not cure itself. After numerous time going in/out for follow-ups, the condition persists. During last appointment, the doctor advised us to go for 2nd operation. Life is like a wheel, you got your ups and downs, people say. Now, I feel like being down, and the wheel is not spinning and stucked forever. Even though it is not a major operation, we still feel helpless. For the parents, it's the journey that's more painful. I respect and pray for families that have to go a far more critical situation than mine. Despite the insurance coverage issue (since I'm leaving the company), I hope everything will go smoothly this time. As for my son, I wont hint him about the operation until the last minute. I dont want him to have a spoiled holiday, although my wife and I are holding our back, smiling in disguise.

The reduced-oil-price is not going to make me feel any better. I feel too tired to wait, quite worried to start anew. Let's hope for the best. Let's hope for the wheel to start spinning. God willing. Once again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, have a good journey with beloved family and drive safely.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Lain dicita, lain yang datang

Tanggal 16 Sept, 2008, di kala minda menyusuri blog dan berita terkini..menanti sesuatu..sekelumit perubahan..yang bakal menjadi tonggak negara..negara yang didalamnya keturunanku akan menumpang hidup..sementara menanti mati di bumi Allah.

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Monday, September 15, 2008

Holy goosh!

Feeling bored of the same old search engine? Then check this out. Cool eh!

EOT

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

Qibla Locator

When was the last time you checked your Qibla. Thanks to Ibn Masud, now you can verify the Qibla everywhere you are connected. Utilizing the Google Map, I just can say "Thanks a bunch and Well Done". Just go to Qiblalocator.com for details.

EOT

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New pair of shoes

I had been wearing my office shoes for as long as I have been married. Yes, the pair was included in the 'hantaran' package. Since then, I brought them to the cobbler twice, until it was going to cost me more to repair than buying a new one. So, early this year, I bought a motorcycle and outdoor shoes to go with the bike, which I have been using in the office as well.

Apparently, as I was also looking for another job at that time, I promised myself not to buy a new pair of shoes until I get a new job. And guess what, I just bought myself a new pair of office shoes.

EOT

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Garbage truck, have you seen it? Uh oh! There's another one

My garbage truck comes to my house 3 times a week; Thursday, Saturday and Tuesday. I do not mind if they miss the Thursday or Tuesday schedule, since nothing much to be trashed out and my garbage can could hold up to 3 weekdays before I have to push and lock down the lid. But if they(or I myself) miss the Saturday round, things will got worse(and stinkier). The junk will always double during weekend. The diaper trash bag alone will fill up the can, and where should I dump the rest?
David J Pollay provides a good answers to that. This is the original article. Click more to read the copy.

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Monday, June 2, 2008

Bedtime song - Sepohon kayu

Another memorable song, called "Sepohon kayu". Do you know that a lot of good things should be taught while they are in semi-conscious state, a stage just before they asleep. This is just one way how to build a strong base for a good muslim, as early as 3-4 years old. Why 3-4 years old? Because this is the stage where they are still not utilizing their full conscious mind capabilities and , and semi-conscious mind proven to be more effective in parenting your child. Sorry I could not find and reference to this, but I have read it somewhere. Well, its our children and it's up to us how to raise them, and for a moslem, there are clear guidelines to follow, God willing. "Anak-anak dilahirkan untuk berjaya, janganlah kita(ibubapa) menggagalkan mereka" - Datuk Dr Fadzilah Kamsah

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Bedtime song - Di pondok kecil

Here's one of my favorite bedtime song for my children, called "Di pondok kecil". Make sure you control the pitch, otherwise, you might give your children a nightmare instead.

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Internet access, linux not ok, windows ok, *bsd ok

So what seemed to be a problem? Recently, within our network segment, guarded by pf firewall, somehow linux(redhat,fedora,*buntu) found difficulty in accessing the internet. Either the page is half loaded, or did not come out at all. It is not the browser; same result using wget. Obviously it is not the network; since XP and *BSD can go out. So, I suspect the pf is the mole. But since the pf owner is not around, and IT department could not be much of a help unless the problem affecting their segment, nothing much can be done. Plus I'm half system admin I used to be, too lazy to trace out the root cause now. Btw, here's the definition of problem based on ITIL concept(taken from wikipedia):

A problem is a condition often identified as a result of multiple Incidents that exhibit common symptoms. Problems can also be identified from a single significant Incident, indicative of a single error, for which the cause is unknown, but for which the impact is significant.
A known error is a condition identified by successful diagnosis of the root cause of a problem, and the subsequent development of a Work-around.


EOT

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

Bila hati bersuara

Hati: apa barang bermuram durja
yoebaik: ntah la, I seemed lost
Hati: nape lak sesat2 ni, nampak cam ok jek
yoebaik: kat luar nampak cam ok, dalam hati sapa yang tau
Hati: tell me about it, I know better lah
yoebaik: kalu dalam IT, ko ni ibarat apa ek
Hati: I would call myself an operating system
yoebaik: Hehe palobang?!
Hati: true enough, and the brain would be the CPU
yoebaik: mmm ok and I guess the eyes is the webcam

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

As slim as Samsonite



We found it! Just to recap, my wife and I were on a quest for a laptop backpack, that does not look like a laptop backpack, and it must be slim, professional and feminine looking and comfortable yet protective. Previously, we wish we were in USA or at least in Singapore so that we could get a hold of Mobile Edge Slimline Paris. But last week, we were browsing in One Utama when we came across this piece from Samsonite. Took us half an hour to decide, and before you know it, its ours.

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Nasi Goreng USA

yoebaik = yoe
orang jual nasi goreng - ojng

yoe: mmm nasi apa aa best.. nasi goreng USA ada bang?
ojng: takde la dik
yoe: nasi goreng daging masak merah ada?
ojng: yang tu ada la
yoe: ok, mintak nasi goreng daging masak merah satu ye
ojng: ok, itu je ke?
yoe: tambah telur mata satu la bang boleh?
ojng: orait
yoe: ?!

!EOT

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Changelog April 2008

A few bugs detected. Many things had been either fixed,ignored,or upgraded. Plus, many new experiments took place since February.

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

P-r-o-d-u-c-t-i-v-i-t-y

I am no motivator to preach about productivity. But when instant messenger is banned as the main cause of low productivity, I think somebody somewhere is missing a bigger picture. It is like preventing a driver to have a passenger for a long ride. He still can drive a car with no problem but boredom. Somehow he will find another way to get freshen up(eg stop for a snack/ciggy), and that will eventually still slowing him down. We have to admit, under normal circumstances, different people has different productive time. You cannot expect them to give 100 percent focusing on the job from 9 to 5. This is not a NASCAR race.

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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

And then nagios asked "Hi servers, how are you today?"

There are quite a numbers of Network or Health Monitoring System. Being an opensource user I have shortlisted several of them; nagios, zabbix, zenoss, opennms. If you really need a quick one, choose zabbix, then you got yourself a car. If you got time, learn nagios. You'll be given an engine, then you have to choose the type of body, rear wheel drive or 4 wheel drive, how many doors do you want and so on, until finally you got yourself a car. OpenNMS has the enterprise look but like zabbix, quite dependant on SNMP but not as easy to install. Zenoss has gained a good position in term of ranking at sourceforge.net and currently is ranked at no 9. I might wanna try to look at this(and openNMS) later on but in the meantime, nagios, i choose you.

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Installing rrdtool using yum

Between apt-get, up2date, yum or smart and a few more, which one is the best?. Actually I dont have favorite package manager. I just use whatever the server already has on board. If on Ubuntu, apt-get is more than enough. Right now I'm working on Centos 5 that need rrdtool package. By default, the yum repository configuration on Centos 5 does not have rrdtool in it. Thanks to dag wieers for his remarkable effort. Although he had some issue with yum developers previously. Nothing much I can help over there, so back to work.

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Note to self: Perl Module Installation using CPAN

First approach:
[root@svr rrdtool]# perl -MCPAN -e shell

cpan shell -- CPAN exploration and modules installation (v1.61)
ReadLine support available (try 'install Bundle::CPAN')

cpan> install Time::HiRes
CPAN: Storable loaded ok

Makefile:91: *** missing separator
then set the environment variable LC_ALL to "C" and retry
from scratch (re-run perl "Makefile.PL").
(And consider upgrading your Perl.)
(You got this message because you seem to have
an UTF-8 locale active in your shell environment, this used
to cause broken Makefiles to be created from Makefile.PLs.)
Makefile:91: *** missing separator. Stop.
Deng!

#LANG="en_US.UTF-8"
LANG="en_US"
SUPPORTED="en_US.UTF-8:en_US:en"

SYSFONT="latarcyrheb-sun16"


It looks like some modules (like CPAN!) don't like that UTF-8. If you don't want to monkey with your system-wide locale setting, just type "export LANG=en_US" and then try your install again."

So i did just that.
Test the module again:

[root@svr4 Time-HiRes-1.9711]# perl -e 'use Time::HiRes;'
[root@svr4 Time-HiRes-1.9711]#

No error means the modules is there.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Half the man I used to be

Do you know that this year all muslim will be celebrating 2 Awal Muharram(Islamic New Year)? Yes, the first one will be on January 10th and the second one fall on December 29th. When talking about new year, everybody will start asking others on new year's resolution(if any). For me, every year(modern or islamic) I have set my new year's resolution, and it is often influenced from what had happened in the year before that.

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